Sometimes....sometimes...you dont need tea leaves or psychics to know that a relationship is over. Sometimes the shit is so fucking obvious that we have to allow our minds to be mentally dextrous enough to understand that he can like you, want to sleep with you, want you around, and still not want to make you a wife. Just like you can love that racist older uncle but know you would never invite him to the office party....same kinda logic. You have your charm. Youre cute...but...he's not going to bring you to the alter.
Just like someone can want a burrito at Chipotle but since McDonalds is closer they get some dollar fries. Someone can want to be with someone else but since your closer theyll take it. People can like you and get complacent and know full well that they are wasting your time. Why? because its convenient. Convenience and familiarity.
Its heartbreaking.
Whats worse than that heartbreak however, is the self-loathing that would allow someone to stay in a poisonous relationship once its clear that its over. Its self hate to continue to starve yourself of a true emotional, spiritual connection for the sake of lust or that "in love" feeling.
Better will come. God's got you.
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